roboter’s blog

It amazes me how much you can get into a woman and let them hurt your heart,hell I know better and I still fall for there cunning devious schemes. I guess us men are just weak when it comes to the flesh,at least I realise I am but I am going to try my hardest and not get into the crap in the first place. And then I think when im shooting pool and I see some sweet girl bending over the table to take a shot and all my brain cells go flying out somewhere to be found later crying in a ditch. Sometimes I say hell with them im not wasting my time and money anymore but then what am I going to do,go walk through a park looking at birds,hell with that. Maybe ill try one of these dating services,no I can practically walk out with any girl in a bar if there not with a dude. What to do next,what kind of crap is going to happen to me this coming month,Maybe religion,no, well ther's always laundry mats,I heard there a great way to meet women,see how screwed up I am, Oh well ill probably be telling you all my next heartbreak but im not going out looking for it,thats for sure.

Yeah I got hooked on this chick that I liked alot and sent her a couple of really personal letters explaining my intentions,well she came back after reading my personal notes and said she met this guy who is dieing of cancer in 6-12 months and they are soul mates and his girlfriend just showed up but he wants to be with my girl. I knew she probably was seing someone but I knew if that was the case she would have told me,obviousle she didn't. I told her I was just getting ready to spring some great wonderful news for the both of us,in the span of a day she got ahold of me and said its over between them and he is going back to his girlfriend. I wasn't born brain dead and I told her I thought you need to get this settled between her and him and hopefully it will turn out the way you want. This woman I fell for has hardly any money and it really struck my in shock where she thought this relationship with this dieing guy would take her,She didn't know but I was going to try and move her and her 2 kids into my house,maybe I am brain dead but it seems real convenient that all the sudden everything is settled,I don't by iy for a second. What should I do,I really need some feedback from some people who don't know me. everything you say will be looked at with the most common sense. Im going to get ahold of you all in our group one more time because im deep in some crap and need some real feedback,thanks  Craig

I know how it is to totally forget about this group, I have done it many times just like we all have. Amanda and I started this group for the simple reason if something needs to be said and heard from people who care what your saying this is the group to tell. No we don't have magical answers that will cure your problems but we might be able to steer you in a direction you never would have thought of and even if you write something and it doesn't help you one bit,there is a good chance you might have helped someone else you never even thought of. Amanda who I met over a year ago is going through some devestating,crippling stuff that personally I don't know if I could handle it. Even with all that she goes through she keeps a full time job,has a very sweet and caring personality and is always there to take the time to help anyone in our group. There is a reason we have 9 people in our group,we all have some need of something. Probably everyone of us has a different problem one than the other. Amanda is the one that will try and help with her spirituality and kindness and things to this day I still don't understand. I am the type who tries to come up with a sensible solution,maybe use quotes from scientists or great leaders from the past or present or just try and talk sense and make it worse but thats what this group is and Me and Amanda have dreamed that our little speck of a gathering could make a small difference in some peoples lives. If any of you all want or feel like writing something and post it please don't hesitate and just do it. There is nothing we won't talk about in here and nothing we won't try and help if requested. Im going again to send out messages to everone in our group to read this post and hopefully if there is something you need some help on you will say HECK WITH THIS and write and post your feeling to our group. Amanda and I don't know if we will be able to help anyone but you can rest assured we will try as hard as we can and the rest can join in and try and fill in where me and Amanda have failed,  I thank you all for reading this post   Craig   Roboter

I have made so many mistakes its pittiful but I have found out over the years you have to keep going and doing what you believe in or you just stagnate into a zombie. Amanda has a great grasp on life and theres wisdom in her words so send some comments her way so maybe you can give her some ideas that can help us all deal with this hell we call life. We really value any posts or comments you all can muster up,I know you all are not that shy to post something or comment on our posts,it wont kill you but it will inpower you to be more assertive in life in general so get off your butts and let us no what your all thinking,thats what this group is for and without all of you this group is nothing and we might as well close it down and just Amanda and me will converse somewhere else so lets hear from you all please so we can keep this going.

Im very hapy you joined our little group here. If you don't know we are here to discuss anything that is bothering you or making you happy or lets just say the sky's the limit. I have been posting most things,I like to build things and I decided to bring this group along as much as I could as I was making the product. I have to be honest I have really been busy and not put my usual time into this group but seeing the new blood I hope you all will write. We all band together and use our knowledge to try and help if there is a problem so don't be shy,we all have been through alot of what your dealing with and might be able to give you some ideas you havent thought of. I brought this group to be something that can help someone in need or to just be there when you need to get something off your chest. I know its hard for some people to write to strangers about anything but after you do it once its alot easier and were not here to judge,just to give our opinion. Again Welcome and I hope you enjoy our group  Roboter     Craig Haynes

As you may or may not know I built a electric car out of a old honda. It took approx. three months,not every minute on it but staying busy on it. Now its a big fad to build a electric car,the paper said it costs between 7 thousand to 12 thousand,obviously they don't know anything about mechanics. My car was built from the ground up and I didn't spend a fortune,If you can find a small car in good straight shape you could build one depending on your needs for about 2500 to 4 grand. I have all my schematics and step by step pictures on building the thing.Anybody wants to do a fun project I will help as mush as I can and send you all the information. I don't understand why it upsets me that people are making electric cars,I guess the article kind of gave them the credit for thinking about building one,at least I know I was one of the first and I built one to boot.  Craig

What's the most complicated part of your life right now?

Complicated and important in my life now is basically the same. Not to brag but I really don't lie,not saying I never lied but it was under extreme situations that required me to fib. I have an extrodanary amount of stuff I have built and its getting to the point Im going to need help in the business side of my jobs. Somebody to handle the money,make reservation,order parts,ETC. Yes I am starting to be overwelmed,I didn;t even dream my inventions would blow up like this and people are wanting these products and at this time im at least 4 months behind delivery. I have hired my ex wifes son to help me,yes he is slow but he is good when given intense directions. Im kind of scared because I don't even have a catalog,my sales are completely word of mouth. If I print a catalog I believe so many orders would put me out of business,I need expansion,more workers,a comprensive understanding of the way you do things legally like workmans comp,unemployment,insurance,thats just to name a few. Yes im happy things are going good for me and money is starting to roll in but there are many expenses and I have to learn them,really I need a partner who is smarter than me who can help and stop me from screwing this chance up.Any ideas or volenteers to help? Good pay and fun galore is just waiting for the right person. If any of you have any ideas please let me know. Take Care  Craig 

Single Windmill and Sky

My windmill looks almost like this,it took me 3 hours to put this picture on here but thats the cost of being born before computers. I have a list of all the parts,I had alot of electric parts but The generator I found on e-bay for 254 dollars and everyone is realising they work great generating electricity. I tried to include the schematics and I will soon with all the pictures while I was building it,if you just follow the pictures a 10 year old can do it. Since I got some good deals and installed it myself even into the electric house grid I spent about 4-5 hundred dollars,I thought it was more but my reciets don't lie but the stuff I already had saved me a lot but anybody can build one if you do it all yourself for under 1000 dollars.I have the pictures in order so a 10 year old could do it. Three neighbors said they were making one but only one is doing it and he hasn't asked me one question. Its easy and you'll never have to pay for electricity again. I hope one of you decide to build one,you'll thank me for it.  Craig

These days people are pinching pennies and living frugally, but we want to know: What's the last thing you splurged on?

I went and bought me three half gallons of Breyers ice cream and bananas and went home and pigged out until I passed out. The major money I spend on my inventions doesn't count because its trying to become a business and will succeed in due time. Im very lucky,my two jobs are recession proof unless we stop growing food or making robotic machinery that replaces up to 20 people to one robotic machine and thats not going to happen. I learned from my grandparents that went through the depression that living frugally doesn't deprive you of anything worth mentioning. The little things in life are the most precious,my baby girls first word,now its my baby girls kids first words. Taking them fishing on my boat,teaching them to swim,Thats life how I live it,I sppreciate the small things that happen or are done for me out of caring and love and I do the same for others.

I wrote earlier about making my electric generating windmill approx. 6 months ago. I got a bill from the MO Electric company,and I thought I would be in trouble because the big companies are always sending out bad news. To my suprise they sent me a bill for the last 5 months and I owed three dollars and 17 cents. Actually it was just tax because The electricity that was left over was worth three thousand and 459 dollars. They will credit it towards my next years bill and at the end of 2009 I will get a check for the excess electricity I sold them back. Its not only the windmill but also the collectors that I built that turned the sunlight to electricity. It will take approx. 4 years to break even on my expense of buying these solor collectors but after 4-6 years all electricity will be totolly free. I highly recommend doing this to your houses,I realise it takes about 7 thousand dollars to start if you do some of it yourself,having somebody else do it will cost between 7 to 12 thousand dollars but at the most after 10 years its free for ever if you stay at your home. I didn't make the solor collectors but I spent 35 hundred on them because my ones I built weren't efficient enough. I still have all the schematics for building a windmill and the company to purchase the solor pannels that I would be happy to send anybody. I have slowly changed my mind on global warming but to be able to get electricity for free can't be ignored.Just send me a request for the plans and ill send them to you. Good luck everyone and I sincerely hope you decide to stick it to the power companies.  Roboter